I miss you, the shape of our bodies..where everything met perfectly. I miss being beautiful, making myself float on air for you, i'm a dual addict minus one fix, and its' oh so hard. I am standing alone, lying alone..whispering in the dark to nobody. I have become invisible, except to see you. I wear a brave front for our plexi-glass encounters. I am playing 'happy-with-my-solitude', how long can I remain?..I put my hand over my heart, it is still beating, god knows how..for it is only half a heart. As I am half a person, half a mind, half a soul. &when I see you in my eyes, I wince, when you slip yr way into my dreams, the tears on my face smash me violently into reality. My 'life' without you, a farce, a story with nothing to say. The most ridiculous of ventures, never even considered if not forced upon me, and oh how it was. It is too much, how you've become so much, you mean everything, I am defined by you & our love. I hold on purely for the day we shall find eachother, mouth to mouth, hand in hand.